Loving the life I live

I lately have had this insane overwhelming hit of old habits. It led to a few late night conversations, that were more like complaining on my behalf, to those dearest to me. I just want to start out and say that I love my friends.
I love Thomas so dearly... I don't think there will ever be such a being as him, such a friend as him who I will be able to relate to as well as him. He's so much like me at times is absolutely scares me half to death. But I love him unconditionally, anyhow. And I know that he and I will always have our promise made to each other, kept. He's amazing.

Well, I'm going to prove you wrong. I promise.

I love Mari so, so much. She's been my sister in both the good and bad sense. We've fought like sisters, but loved each other like sisters. She's one amazing lady, who is selfless beyond compare. She's gotten me far... Been my crutch, and lifeline.. She's listened when I thought no one was. She's absolutely beautiful, has a beautiful spirit, and has the best intentions for everyone. You are, what you are. You're beautiful Mari. Don't you ever forget that.

Don't look at me like that! SHUTUP!

I love MY Jessica Scott. Yes, she's mine, so back off people! I think I am most protective over Jessica. I would give up all the opportunities of happiness set before me, if I could hand them over to her. I love this girl because she makes me laugh. And that... That's priceless. She's a beauty beyond compare, and she has so much in store for her.. And I can't wait to see her reap the rewards of the good life she's sown.

Follow the butterflies, follow the butterflies! WEEEEE!!! La la la la la!

I love David Andrew. He is the epitome of... well, there's no word to describe this young man. He's been so very forgiving of me, and my shortcomings, and I am forever in his debt for such. I want the very best for this young man, along with everyone else. But especially this young man. He's got so much to offer this world, and I can only hope and pray that this world returns him the favor by giving him the love, support, and appreciation he absolutely, wholeheartedly, deserves.

Natalia. You are weird.

I love myself a Heather Scott. I love this girl and her personality. She's such a nice breath of fresh air. She has so much to grow on, and to become. She's going to be one fantastic young woman. And I can't wait to see what lucky guy gets her, along with my other girls. She's so very spirited. She is absolutely hilarious, and gives me what I dish her, right back. She's a fighter, and doesn't take crap from anyone. She would never intentionally hurt someone's feelings. Well, that's a lie... *wink* She's wonderful, none the less. And I am so excited to see who she becomes.

"It's hard. Ya know?" "Yeah well Heather. I'm 18, and I'm still clueless. Age does NOTHING to improve your knowledge."

I love Angela Scott. She is one of the funniest ladies I know. She's been such a great mom to me, even better than my REAL one (Sorry mom!). She's supported me, and heeded the Lord's council. She's an amazing example, and is so diligent in doing what is best for her, and her family. She's so wise, and beautiful... I really do hope to be like her when I grow up.

If the spark isn't there from the start, why are you dating him? That's what I think about relationships.

I love the Lord. He's given me best friends.. and a life that I looked at from a point of view tonight. And I thought "You know.. I love my life. Because I have at least ONE person who I can talk to when in need, aside from the Lord. Someone who I can relate to.". He's given me so much... SO,SO much.. And he's so patient, and unwavering in his love towards me, and those around me. I love him for giving me the life I have, and blessing me with who and what I have. He's absolutely wonderful. And he brings me so much happiness.. Whether it be straight from him, or through those around me. He is SO good!! How lucky am I to have him in my every day life?! Seriously.

18 I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you. John 14:18

I also have been blessed with one of my newest and most random of friends.. who I am truly grateful for. Brenton. He reminds me of me. But.. of course, not in a girly sense. He's so very smart, thinks too much, and doesn't quite know how to get out what he wants to say, or who to let it out to. I'm very grateful. He's been a great random event in my life. Thanks Brenton, for the 6am conversations.


The Lord is too good to me sometimes.. And I love him so tremendously for it. My gratitude is so abundant, I can hardly stand to keep it to myself! Thanks for helping me along this journey. Thank the Lord for your blessings. And thank yourself for being where you are today. YOU made the choices that have gotten you to where you are.

Sure do love you all!

43 O Lord, we delight not in the destruction of our fellow men; their asouls are precious before thee;

1 To seal the testimony of this book and the Book of Mormon, we announce the martyrdom of Joseph Smith the Prophet, and Hyrum Smith the Patriarch. They were shot in Carthage jail, on the 27th of June, 1844, about five o’clock p.m., by an armed mob—painted black—of from 150 to 200 persons. Hyrum was shot first and fell calmly, exclaiming: I am a dead man! Joseph leaped from the window, and was shot dead in the attempt, exclaiming: O Lord my God! They were both shot after they were dead, in a brutal manner, and both received four balls.

3 Joseph Smith, the Prophet and Seer of the Lord, has done more, save Jesus only, for the salvation of men in this world, than any other man that ever lived in it. In the short space of twenty years, he has brought forth the Book of Mormon, which he translated by the gift and power of God, and has been the means of publishing it on two continents; has sent the fulness of the everlasting gospel, which it contained, to the four quarters of the earth; has brought forth the revelations and commandments which compose this book of Doctrine and Covenants, and many other wise documents and instructions for the benefit of the children of men; gathered many thousands of the Latter-day Saints, founded a great city, and left a fame and name that cannot be slain. He lived great, and he died great in the eyes of God and his people; and like most of the Lord’s anointed in ancient times, has sealed his mission and his works with his own blood; and so has his brother Hyrum. In life they were not divided, and in death they were not separated

6 Hyrum Smith was forty-four years old in February, 1844, and Joseph Smith was thirty-eight in December, 1843; and henceforward their names will be classed among the martyrs of religion; and the reader in every nation will be reminded that the Book of Mormon, and this book of Doctrine and Covenants of the church, cost the best blood of the nineteenth century to bring them forth for the salvation of a ruined world; and that if the fire can scathe a green tree for the glory of God, how easy it will burn up the dry trees to purify the vineyard of corruption. They lived for glory; they died for glory; and glory is their eternal reward. From age to age shall their names go down to posterity as gems for the sanctified.